now i feel my life is so miserable..
i feel empty deep in my heart..
no one can understand what i feel about...
no one can know how i can face this problem..
Problem suck me into the deep hole of life..
how do i manage my problem without any supporter..
Living alone in the cruel world without someone that we can trusted..
it's so difficult,
But i know one thing..
That i should not surrender..
All of this only a test from God..
Hope i can stand up and manage it in a right way...